screaming it out

looking around the world i found
a solace near where i am bound

i search along the vicinity near
for a quiet stream i can rest in here

to my distress i heard a sound
of chariots and horses and men abound

i tried to escape, i tried to run
from those of whom are captors

Chase them away! Chase them away!
for i fear for my sanity

i shout i scream but no one hears
or least i do not know

i reach the gates, the leeway of life
and cried out loud in greatest of fear

Help! Help! save me from my plight
for the fear of my enemies capture is my fright

do not leave me alone out in this place
for i fear to see my captors face


-Eugene-

inner conflict

i want to die to my sins and live for my Lord

20 gold coins revisited

for anyone who has read my previous post about the 20 gold coins, i'm taking a step back to rewrite it coz i still think it's very very meaningful so do bear with me

think of the times you feel like you're not worth a cent.

think of the times you feel like you're the biggest sinner ever.

think of the times you feel like God's the furthest person away from you

think of the times you feel like a complete loser

a pack of lies

well i had my days...

John 3:16

For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life.

then now,

think of how Jesus came paid for your sins. paid for your every single sin.

think of how Jesus took it all upon himself and bore it till Calvary

H e t o o k i t a l l . r i g h t t h e r e . r i g h t t h e n .

now,

think of how God has become your refuge and stronghold

think of how God has become your shield and strength

H e d i d i t a l l f o r y o u .

still feeling you're not worth a cent? i doubt it.

by grace God has gave us this eternal life.

Romans 5:8

But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

so if by grace we're saved, will that mean we're forever saved and can continue living in our carnal nature?

Romans 6:1-2

1. What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase?

2. By no means! We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer?

see? Paul as much wisdom he had knew the people's minds and told them to make them understand.

lastly,

Romans 12:1

therefore I urge you brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God, this is your spiritual act of worship

afflicting scars

suicidal? not a bit!

damn the times i look back and hope
damn the times i don't seem to be efficient
damn the times i seem to fail myself
damn the times i have failed my Lord

who moved my cheese??

i moved it myself by eating it ALL up

time to get a move on and walk toward MORE cheese.

staying on will not help.

whining and having false hope won't do.

pick it up and run.

the best hot video is out!!

grab it while it's hot!!
http://www.youtube.com/v/fLF7noK5KWs

(sry i'm not sure how to embed the video on blogger)

we are asians

just something short i was kinda stunned today..
i was just at the bus stop when i was my floormate Lawrence in a Saab with his female friends drove by... i didn't notice it was him coz he was in his cool pilot shades....

so anyways.. by the time i got to my floor i saw him... the first thing he said to me was "i'm sorry my friends were impolite and didn't stop for you"

so i was like... "urmm.. okay.. it's okay man.. no problem"

then it dawned upon me.... as an asian i couldn't care less if i drove past a housemate or floormate i do not know that closely or whatever lo...

maybe it's just me... but i didn't think much of that action where they drove by... i thought it was just perfectly normal....

polite is polite... different is definitely different!!

waking up to a yesterday

i woke up one fine morning

i felt i was in my yesterday

the air was fresher

the mood was livelier

the fingers tinging

to the very feeling

.

i knew it at once

so nostalgic it is

the feel of a yesterday

a today never met

.

i was back again

the hands of time i stayed

to rewind it back

to bridge the gap

to know the meaning

to sense the lost

.

but no avail i need to move

from yesterday to a today

and from then tomorrow

for no man lives in the past

and all who do are known as monuments

.

i know i did not wake up to yesterday

but tomorrow just came a little late

the preview of the next best rage in Youtube

hold yer horses if yer going some other direction.

let me pull you guys back.

go to Youtube and search "MNO cq"

look at some of the clips and then come back here and continue on.

let me show you a sneak peak into my role

Me naturally

there you go. =)

now all you have to do is wait for the finished product and ask me for the URL :)

now i'm in editting stage.

good food, great blessing

was quite some time since i last posted on something ME-ish.. well
here we go

this is a map. (OBVIOUSLY) and the little star star thing on the map shows a restraunt called Margarita's, which basically serves Spanish/Mexican Food. YUM



now this is a picture of the place.

nice and cozy right? i heard from my friend the Ambassador of Mexico actually comes down here to eat his meals once in a while! how good is THAT?? and...... Margarita's is one of the top 25 restraunts in Singapore. Food connoisseurs, the meal is served.

on the downside, this place is so good that if you go in without a reservation it might be possible you can stay waiting for quite a while... so make early reservations :D

oh yea.... and this is what i ate... Fajittas (Fa-hee-tas)

yummy? YUMMYY!! good meal

oh.. one thing though, don't go there unless you feel like you have quite a bit of spare cash for the next few weeks.

whatta quote

Andy the Atheist

"the greatest single cause of atheism is Christians... Who acknowledge God with their lips, walk out the door, and deny Him by their lifestyles..."

how true huh....

thnx daniel for the quote (:

being the carnal Christian... hmmm BAD

http://www.dare2share.org/atheists/